Don't ever eat yellow snow

I like rock. And of course the worst genre of rock there is. Does the bands Sum 41, Blink 182, Sugarcult, Lostprophets and Linkin Park say anything to you? Well, that's the kind of music I like to listen to. No, I'm not an emo-kid, dressed in black-white striped shirts, snug fit jeans with holes torn into the fabric and black Converse All Stars. I could have been that person, but fortunately I'm not. The music taste lingered on though.
Geez, soon another month has passed. Damn, I thought you had to be a whole lot older than this to realize that time moves faster than you would have time with. If I just could finish high school.. Somehow the thought of a university appeals more. To finally be able to study anything you want. I'm proud of myself, that I can handle both school and work, but it makes me wonder what I'm missing. I guess the price you have to pay is your friends.

Yesterday was a horrible day. I thought I was gonna have one of my maths exams, but no. I had history, which I realised one minute before the exam started. Alas, I hadn't read anything and was almost clueless. Today I took the maths test, and boy did I screw it up big time.. But will I ever need logarithms and derivates anyway? No, I don't think so.
Mercedes and Kerry are havin a b-day party today. I thought it would be the perfect opportunity to introduce Ben to all my friends, but somehow I'm afraid that they are not from the same planet and will not understand each other. But, let's see how it goes..

Exam week's here.. Wich means I just spended too much money on novels I shouldn't have bought, because I should be studying for the next exam. The worst thing is that I've got hooked on the Gossip Girl series (hello, who wouldn't want to read about rich snobs living in NY and about drugs, sex and fashion?!). I blame it on the fact that I have to relax sometimes, and the best entertaiment is in that case either watching rom-coms or to read really girlish books without any contents. My "friends" in school doesn't understand my study technique. Here's my secret:

1. I don't read anything concerning the subject. Instead I get up an hour earlier on the exam day and sit in school and study there for a while.
2. When the corridor gets too crowded I put away my stuff and read something completely else, just relaxing, because it won't help if I start to panic.

Yup, I'm lazy, but actually I get quite good grades. I'm not a straight A-student, but not far from that. If I'm gonna study, it'll be for my finals. If I hadn't so much to do I probably could put some effort into my studying, but it sorta wears you out when you have to take care of school, a job, the apartment, boyfriend and friends. (Yeah, yeah, I know, "welcome to the adult world"..) Besides, it's just so much more interesting to draw/read/play FF/ doing something fun with Ben than read some boring shit that I already know from before. ^_^

It's spring, and it reminds me of that I probably should get myself a driver's licence. I was playing with the thought of getting at the same time the motorcycle licence. Last summer i got to ride with Brian on his red Honda, and I got totally hooked. I would really want a mc, but my mom wouldn't like it (like she has got anything to say, riding with dad in their youth and probably speeding a lot!).
I have to get filthy rich, so that i'll be able to buy myself a mc, a Dodge Viper and a black Yamaha grand piano. An nice house would be nice too.. Well, rich means medicine school, and there's that problem with me not wanting to study. Or then I could marry a really rich man.. No, I'm not into that kind of stupidity..

The thing is, I really hate to clean my aparment. Not that I don't like it being tidy, but I'm just too lazy to actually care if the dust bunnies on the floor keeps growing bigger and bigger. One thing I hate even more is homework, and guess what, I need to write a book report for tomorrow. So today I have avoided doing my homework by cleaning instead. My sister, Grace, is gonna be thrilled. She gets really pissed when I don't do anything to help out.
Unfortunately I haven't have time to shop for groceries and the cupboards in the kitchen are as empty as my stomach. Otherwise I could buy something to eat, but the supermarket next door isn't open on sundays. '-_- Man, I'm hungry!!

Yup. This is it. I'm starting my own blog. I don't know why I suddenly got this urge to write down "the story of my life", and it's actually a stupid thought. I don't have a life. Well, that is not quite true. I do what people do, I go to school, work and if I have some extra time I hang out with my friends. So I guess that doesn't make me anymore interesting than enyone else.
Here are some "issues" I'm trying to deal with at the moment:

1.I love my boyfriend Benjamin, but that doesn't keep me from thinking way too much about my best friend Brian (please, don't think i'm a horrible person. i'm 100% faithful, it's just my thoughts that stray sometimes..)
2.I'm going on a cruise with my classmates. Brian is one of them. We're gonna sleep in the same hotel room. Just the two of us..
3.I don't know if I have taken enough classes so that I will be able to write my finals next year.
4.I hate my work!! (but i need the money *greedy*)

Today i went with Liv to a japanese restaurant. We both love japanese culture and everything about Japan. She has actually been there, which makes me a bit jealous.. Well, anyways, there was this old lady who spoke perfect japanese, and she told us the story of her life (how she was born there and lived there for 18 years and blahdiblah..). Otherwise it was nice listening to her, but she was old and forgot all the time what she'd said and told everything twice.
Ben's classmates are terribly curious about us two. I don't know how it all started, but it seems like they have nothing else to gossip about. I might be the fact that he is the only boy on the class that makes them so crazy. Anyway, they are interrogating him all the time and they're really thrilled that they have seen pics of me and seen me irl. Of course they all happened to sit behind a window next to the entrance of Ben's school, when I tried to open the door. I didn't see them because it was so bright outside and of course the door was locked and I pulled it like a maniac. I made a great first impression.. -_-'
Now I really should do my homework.. I have a whole religion project that I haven't done. Better get started. The teacher hates me, and only because I speak my mind. Guess she prefers the air-head bimbos that she can manipulate to think her way. Well, it isn't my problem as long as I get good grades! ^^